another Sem is starting soon...very soon...feel more hours later there will be my first class in this very final Sem... Things come too much, experiment gone well but not sure i get the correct product or not... never mind, i believe God will sure do something in it. I had been a very tired holiday, really really tired.. not that i did or worked so much, the tired just come.. am I need to rest? nope, i could say i slept more than 12 hours per day, but it is just not enough, even 24 hours... i need a long rest..a really really long want...
near yet far.. so much of things it seem like so near to me but yet far...God, i need strength, i feel that i'm far from You again, i need faith Lord, faith in believing You will do something, believing You are just beside me... Lord, wherever i am, i just pray God Lord that You will continue to hold me, even if i try to turn away from You again... make me tired O Lord in the sense of running away, i just don't want this to be happened again. Amen