tired

another Sem is starting soon...very soon...feel more hours later there will be my first class in this very final Sem... Things come too much, experiment gone well but not sure i get the correct product or not... never mind, i believe God will sure do something in it. I had been a very tired holiday, really really tired.. not that i did or worked so much, the tired just come.. am I need to rest? nope, i could say i slept more than 12 hours per day, but it is just not enough, even 24 hours... i need a long rest..a really really long want...

near yet far.. so much of things it seem like so near to me but yet far...God, i need strength, i feel that i'm far from You again, i need faith Lord, faith in believing You will do something, believing You are just beside me... Lord, wherever i am, i just pray God Lord that You will continue to hold me, even if i try to turn away from You again... make me tired O Lord in the sense of running away, i just don't want this to be happened again. Amen